MyFantasyWorld

2012-03-05T04:27:00.003+08:00

I think you got me there, Ah Neh.

Just now I lied.

I care and yes, I mind.

But what can I do?

Nothing right?

No wonder my sister keep warning me.

Now I know, never play with fire.

Suddenly, I realise this happened so many times,

Everytime I wanna stop it but I can't.

I guess only you and Laogong know me the best.

I guess I had this coming.

Given how I keep pushing him away.

God knows how many people I pushed out of my life, willingly and unwillingly.

Please tell me I'm just being a bitch about it and it's actually no big deal.

Matthias, I think I need you now..

Maybe you can talk some sense into me, and I'll feel so much better.

I need you to tell me to stop beating myself up....

2012-03-03T02:10:00.003+08:00

Today I've learnt something new.

In order to go against bad guys,

you have to be meaner and more evil than them to stand up to them.

I'm willing to.

Hatred is a very very powerful motivation.

I'm gonna make use of this motivation to protect my loved ones.

Its too complicated to explain and tell how much I hate them but nobody can stop me.

I may not say or tell you guys all of it or much of it but if I'm capable,

I will do what I can.

I know this is gonna be a very tough path but I will walk this path.

Even if it means distorting my personality.

I will be like you to get back at you.

That's how much I hate you for messing with and creating chaos in our peaceful family.

And how much you upset people I care.

Show NO MERCY to your enemies or one day it will turn out to be your downfall.

2012-03-01T03:24:00.001+08:00

Bum bum..

Imy.

Hahas, but i just can't say it to you.

So....

I'll just say it here.

Byes!

Daxx10

2012-02-29T01:59:00.002+08:00

Bum Bum!

Today is the 10Th time i went out with you.

Honoured right?

You frigging broke my record okayy...

I like it when you so tired le still come meet me just to see me.

BUT!

I don't like you when you're late or when you bite me!

I'm glad you are here for me, but i still will say this:

怕你会变成我.

2012-02-25T03:08:00.001+08:00

Psst psst.
Bum bum! Imy!
Waiting for monday to come...
You want game don't want me hor..
*sobs sobs*
Lols!! Jkjk.

Ps: Imy

Daxx09

2012-02-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Oi!

Today find time meet you, end up you annoy me the whole day hor..

Never die before huh?!

I break your hands and legs uh!

These few weeks I've never felt so stressed in like a million years?

Ask me stress what I also dunno.

I guess at this stage I can't deny people can do horrible things, even your relatives.

I didn't mean to drag you in.

Sorry. Now I feel bad.

It's your tactic right?

Make me feel bad so I will treat you better? Hahas!

Anws, for the rest of the week can't meet you again cause Monday got one last paper!

Don't whine okay?

Later my results poor my mom come after you uh.

Hahahas.

2012-02-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Ps: iDON'Tmy!

2012-02-20T00:24:00.001+08:00

Hmm..
Bum bum! Imy!
I tmrw and wednesday got exam so very busy so still cannot meet lah...
Although you don't trust me also nvm, say I materialistic also nvm.
I don't care.
I know what's going on and know myself can le..

2012-02-16T23:03:00.001+08:00

Few years back..
My heart shattered into millions of pieces.
You keep saying you're not like him..
I know!
But it's not only this!
I've lost the ability to put faith in people and trust them..
I'm just like that. I just don't know how to trust people anymore..
That is why I'm not willing to commit.
Cause I know I just can't do it..
I no longer believe in any kind of relationships..
That's just it.
I'm sorry if I've upset you..

2012-02-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

谢谢你的温柔捧着爱情静静等候我的双手其实同样在颤抖
但我能给你什么我只是一个他遗忘的我心被一扫而空
我会把你种在我心中也许某天会终于再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔点着笑容的灯火只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走才所以不能答应你陪我怕你会变成我
我会把你种在我心中也许某天会终于再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里再把我的最好的爱给你
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我

2012-02-16T02:12:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I feel like it's okay sometimes I feel like walking away from all these!
Shit! I seriously don't know what I want!!
It feels like I'm taking a step forward and the next moment I'm taking two steps back!
I seriously am lost now.
What should I do?
Who understands what I'm saying!?!?!

2012-02-15T20:06:00.001+08:00

"I will kill you if you give me the silent treatment"
Rmb this? Yea.. You send me this that time..
I guess now's my turn...

突然间我觉得好害怕好害怕.
我怕你因为压力而不要我.
到那时候你真的会放弃我吗？
我是不是应该先学着远离你呢?

Daxx08

2012-02-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

Eh.. Bum Bum !
Today I give you your valentines day gift liao hor!
Flowers also never give me ); *sobs sobs
I'm also glad I met you or perhaps I'll never walk out from the past.
Thank you too! :D

Ps: Iny

Daxx07

2012-02-14T01:04:00.001+08:00

Bum bum,
today you've given me the assurance I need.
I feel much better now.
Please please please don't be stressed okay?
I'm so sorry I made you go through this, I know I've said this for the N times but seriously! Don't stress okay?
I think we need to be more honest with each other.
Like if you have any problems be sure to tell me. Don't keep it to yourself!
This is just the beginning..
Thanks Bun Bum.

Ps: today there's no Ps! :P

2012-02-13T00:48:00.001+08:00

Bum bum...
I need you to hold my hand right now and tell me everything is gonna be alright..

Daxx06

2012-02-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

The day finally came whereby everybody knows about us..

I know I shouldn't be so stressed and worried.

But just can't help it.

I'm not worried about about me but you! You Bum Bum.

I don't want your plans to be ruined just because of me.

Although you keep assuring me it's okay but its not okay for me.

I don't want them to have their eyes on you.

I just don't like it, all the more don't like them calling you a dumbo.

*sighs*

Ps: Iny

Pps: Iny = I Need You (yes, i lied to you the last time, lols)

2012-02-09T19:50:00.001+08:00

I don’t wanna be the reason,We don’t get downSo Ima let you do the leading,And follow you nowSee I just don’t usually do this,But you’re bringing me out.All the guys I had have gone awayWhen your touching me I’m not afraid,Know this ain’t going away, here to stay,I just wanna be your girlI can be all you want,Will you say,I just wanna be your girl, yeah.Cuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabraCuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabraI didn’t even see you coming,It was such a surprise,I wasn’t expecting nothing,Now I’m lit up insideYour bringing out all the colours,No more black and whiteYou won the race and got the gold,So here I am, we’re good to goKnow this ain’t, going away, here to stay,I just wanna be your girlI can be all you want,Will you say,I just wanna be your girl, yeahCuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabraCuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabraI don’t wanna take my time,I don’t wanna wait in line,I just want you by my sideCome and give me what I likeI don’t wanna take my time,I don’t wanna wait in line,I just want you by my sideCome and give me what I likeCuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabraCuz you got my heart on lock,It’s so unreal you know,Don’t want this to stop,Your so damn keepableFeel your magic touchIt’s unbelievableI gotta have ya, like abracadabra

2012-02-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

First couple item but are we counted as a couple? Lols. Anws, let's just maintain it like that cause I like it like that!

Ps: ask u to shuddup liao!
Pps: Iny

2012-02-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

Bum bum!
I kinda regret saying that I will keep away from you for a few days..
It's so hard... );
Is it hard for you too? Hahas
But studies more important so don't like also have to 忍 right...
I know lah.. And yes I will study hard lah...
So sad so sad so sad..

Daxx05

2012-02-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

Bum Bum!

Only know how to bully me right?!

Tell you liao, don't listen..

Too bad lor :P

Hahas.

I think you're growing on me sia..

& yes! I purposely bully you de lehh..

Thank you for making me smile everyday!

Call ex also need to jealous de mehh?

Small gas Bum Bum!

He call me de ma..

THANK YOU BUM BUM!(:

Ps: Shuddup even if you see this >_<

Pps: Imy

2012-02-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

Seriously if you don't like,
Don't come see my blog..
It's the only place i can whine and
complain.
& be myself....

2012-02-07T00:06:00.001+08:00

Feels like nowadays I smoke too much? :/

Seems like whenever I'm upset or I need to whine I can only talk to Apple. Thanks Apple! Since you're the only one that bothers about my feelings...

Ps: Iny

Daxx04

2012-02-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

Omg!! Did I do the right thing?! *sighs*

2012-02-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

Shuddup!

Ps: Iny

Daxx03

2012-02-04T02:01:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

Today is special.

Cause it's been so long since I feel like this..

However, somehow..

everything seems so natural.

Thinking back, it feels so weird! Haha.

But the feelings not bad.

But what if I start getting use to him in my life and then all of a sudden he leaves me too?!

I cant help but keep worrying about this..

Although he keep asking me to trust him, i still cant really..

Haiixx..

In times like this, I really detest the me now...

PS: Opps! sry bum bum. I use "haiixx" again.

PPS: imy.

2012-02-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

Zzzz. I can't focus on my revision. I keep thinking about recent events and then I'll start writing rubbish. Come on brain! FOCUS!!!!

2012-02-01T12:30:00.003+08:00

Bum bum sad I don't know why I also will upset. And I'm so not use to it. But I hope everyday he will be happy and get back to being the cheeky bum bum that never fails to make me smile!
Ps: I'll always be your listening ear even if I can't help you in your problems.

Daxx02

2012-01-31T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today was... weird?

But I like it, except the playing games part.

Next time don't so late then can eat dinner & watch movie lah!

And i like talking to you cannot meh :(

Also, i enjoy looking at people but not being looked at okay.

Ps: INY

I'm just the way I am. I can't change who I am.
I like myself just the way I am.
Full of flaws.

2012-01-31T00:56:00.002+08:00

Stop bullying me & faster go sleep lah!

2012-01-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

Problems are starting to surface like I expected, but I know you'll have no problem with it. I just know. Cause I believe in you.
Ps: I happy you're here!

2012-01-29T02:45:00.001+08:00

I like it when you make me feel needed. I especially like it when you're jealous of other guys! Haha.

When you say you'll marry me.. although I know you weren't serious.. I'm still very touched! >_<
Ps: imy

Daxx01

2012-01-28T01:55:00.001+08:00

Today, as I lean on Bum Bum, I feel like I've found a reliable shoulder to rely on. <3

2012-01-25T16:20:00.001+08:00

Wahhhhhh!

Stupid Bum bum, you good lo.

Ignore me for the whole day!

HMPH! You see later I wanna reply your messages or not!

ShushShush!

2012-01-25T03:14:00.001+08:00

I think I really am happy.
To be able to see you and hang out with you!

Idk what it means but I like seeing you get jealous over other guys. I like it when you look at me and expect me to know what you're thinking/feeling. I like it when you send me random messages giving me reassurances. I like it when you rely on me and share your problems with me. I also like it when you call me bum bum!

Lalala

2012-01-25T02:35:00.001+08:00

I always wonder since when did our life get stuck together? How we already got use to each other? And how you frigging crept into my life without me knowing?!? Tsk! Stupid Bum bum! Stop treating me so good lah!! I'm not worth it!!!

Loves.

2012-01-22T04:00:00.001+08:00

Thanks Bum Bum.
But I can't let you in or let you go.
Sorry.

Updates.

2012-01-20T02:02:00.001+08:00

I have already moved on in life. Maybe it's time for both of you to do so too. Everybody's got their own path to walk. I've got my own life now.. Isn't it better to leave me & the past alone and continue with our life? Last time I wouldn't say I'm truly happy but yes! Now I can gladly say so.. I've got family & friends who cares about me, loves me. Most importantly, there is a person whom I know will never hurt me; staying by my side encouraging me, making me laugh. Isn't life great for me? So you should move on and find your real friends that really cares about you.
We have no chance of being friends not now. This is already the kindest I can get, please don't upset me further... Move on.

Ps: Bum bum, I'll listen to you and do what you say about this!:)

Walk On .

2010-04-02T03:09:00.005+08:00

~~dun need you~~