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Oh hello. I am Denise and I am officially 21! CK is the love of my life ♥
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Tuesday, October 27, 2015 { 6:24 AM }

It's already been some time so far since the quarrel.
Somehow we went back to normal I guess ? 
But to me it's still a lil diff but I just can't describe the feeling. 
I just keep asking myself why we haven't split yet. 
I guess this is my defense mechanism working up - pushing ppl awhile before they hurt me or I feel hurt
Sometimes I think I'm really selfish. How can I hurt him by wanting to separate so I hurt him instead of him me ?
I really love this guy but yet at the same time, idk how to love him the way he deserved to be loved. 
I just wanna give him my all and best only. But if my love for him is just hurting him. Should I let him go ? 
Every time I'm with him, I feel sorry toward him like I owe him smth. I feel sorry that he loves me for the person that I am. 
I really don't know if we are really compatible. Maybe he's right. I'm always thinking too much. But he has no idea how I wanna just simply love him and not think of other stuff. I wished!
What shld I do about us ?