Wednesday, June 25, 2014
{ 12:29 PM }
I'm so glad CK came into my life.
Whether in the future what will happen to us, I'm just glad to have the chance to create all these fun and sweet memories with him.
Ytd he came to find me at 1AM, we sat down at a park and later on move to a public carpark.
We were like fooling around and having fun,
But I guess we played too hard cause I have bruises all over ;D
But I still had fun and enjoyed messing with him. Hahas
We were like close and he trapped me in his arms. For like quite long. My back to his chest.
He's quite strong for his build ;D
Then on the car, fooling around again,
The look on his face, makes me feel like he wanna kiss me and I wanna kiss him too.
But we didn't. ;D
It just feel like it was just too fast for our pace now.
I don't wanna treat him as just a date and him too.
So im glad we're honest with each other and am equally serious about each other.
It's feels like being with him is so comfortable sometimes I forget to maintain abit infront of him ;D
And he likes to tease me I like to tease him back but eventually he will give in.
He listens and surprise me with random dates ;D
I kinda like it.
Even though previously he says that he does not have any feelings for me. I hope he's beginning to really look at me.
He always say try first, slowly take our time, see how things goes.
So I guess more or less it means something?
Having the same trust issues in BGR,
I get him, he gets me,
so for him, I'm willing to wait.
Wait till that day that tight sealed lips of his will open up and say somthing I'd like to hear..
I'm really happy I can feel for someone after so many years and that he makes me happy and wanna fall in love again.
Now I know a dead heart can be revived by the correct person.
I hope I can be the one to revive his too.
XOXO
