Thursday, June 5, 2014
{ 1:43 AM }
Hi.
Dear SKY,
Sometimes I feel sorry that you got to know us; me!
I feel like I'm nothing but trouble for you.
You know, you always say it's okay, you don't mind, you like trouble ;D
But it only creates a greater impact in my heart.
Do you know how it feels like?
To me it's like I want this friend, this friendship..
But all I've caused is nothing but trouble and burden for my friend.
Seeing how you're sacrificing your sleep, even bending your principles, and saying all the stuff that makes you sad and worry also, I can't take it.
I really feel damn bad.
It's like sometimes I wish you'll be like "I've had enough of your shit! I'm out!"
Then maybe I'll feel better on the inside.
The thing is you're so stubborn too, you asshole*punch punch*
If I voice out, you do all sorts of stuff that I feel you shldnt do,
If I don't voice out, you'll be like angry, sad and go all whiney on me; accusing me of leaving you out.
Then tell me, what should I do with you?
Can you just fuck care me srsly?
Or just put your attention on somewhere?
Maybe you'll .... me or ask me not to think too much or even say I 自作多情.
Fine, in whatsoever case, maybe shld just let me be.
Maybe I'll feel better...
Cheers, Dee.
