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DEE.
Oh hello. I am Denise and I am officially 21! CK is the love of my life ♥
Graduating SIM RMIT Student.
Already Retired Judo player.
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Saturday, March 8, 2014 { 5:51 AM }

You know, I'm afraid to put on my meds for my eyes lately...
Apparently, applying this gel like thingy onto my lower eyelids will cause blurred vision.
So why am I afraid to put on this meds?
Reason being... I.. might cry..
Okay, i know it sounds stupid.
Whatever..
I haven't been crying since last year.
This means I've lost my ability to cry out all my misery.
Til today everything is bottled deep in the bottom of my heart.
This is bad guys, cause it'll cause a volcano eruption!
I might take it out on people.. Sighs.....
WHY CAN'T I CRY? 
What if I resort back to cutting?
Been feeling the urge man...
Idk how long I can control it.
Pathetic man, am already beating myself up before stepping into the battlefield.
Seriously DFYR?!?!?!?!?
Fuck me man..
Sighs.