{ 5:51 AM }
You know, I'm afraid to put on my meds for my eyes lately...
Apparently, applying this gel like thingy onto my lower eyelids will cause blurred vision.
So why am I afraid to put on this meds?
Reason being... I.. might cry..
Okay, i know it sounds stupid.
Whatever..
I haven't been crying since last year.
This means I've lost my ability to cry out all my misery.
Til today everything is bottled deep in the bottom of my heart.
This is bad guys, cause it'll cause a volcano eruption!
I might take it out on people.. Sighs.....
WHY CAN'T I CRY?
What if I resort back to cutting?
Been feeling the urge man...
Idk how long I can control it.
Pathetic man, am already beating myself up before stepping into the battlefield.
Seriously DFYR?!?!?!?!?
Fuck me man..
Sighs.
Thursday, March 6, 2014
{ 2:51 AM }
FUCK YOU CB BITCH LIKE SERIOUSLY!
STOP USING BLACK MAGIC ON YOUR FUCKING FAMILY
If you got some fucking dignity left use your fucking ability!
A-B-I-L-I-T-Y!!!!
Asshole CCB!