Tuesday, September 24, 2013
{ 2:46 AM }
Being away from home these past 20 days can be labeled as a step out of my circle or rather I'm expanding my circle..
It was a brand new experience for me, i got to admit.. i love it!
This period while i was away from home, i led quarrel-less, conflict-less and drama-less days it felt like heaven..
And i guess i do miss my family or at least a few of them after not seeing each other for so long.
I'm glad i stood up to my dad for insisting on staying alone in HK for 5 days.
It helped me realize that i can survive alone out there and that I'll definitely have no problem if i were to go overseas to study.
In fact, I'm beginning to look forward to the time that i can go overseas to study!!
Sometimes i wonder is it too much to ask for my circle peeps to all be happy and that i have someone that loves me and i love...
Sighs...
How long has it been?
Going 6 years le..
My love life had been nothing but a mess and trouble!
Why can i learn from past mistakes?
I know i don't love or hell, like them, why do i have to mess their life up and then ultimately the one that suffers is me
Can i just bear with the loneliness? Seriously!!!!!
I gotta stop hurting people.
Is it because of this that karma keeps coming around?
Sighs.
Mr. Right wru...