Sunday, March 31, 2013
{ 5:46 AM }
How I wished all that happened today didn't happen.
You know how bad it looks on you right?
Why did you have to appear in front of me to make me think of all the unhappy stuff?
Is it because of what i said just now?
What's the point???
It's been so long.
I know how you feel, really..
cause someone did that to me years ago,
and i still can feel it now.. the regret..
But i really can't bring myself to hear your explanation.
I'm sorry!
I'd rather you just leave me alone,
I remember that's what we agreed on...
To walk different paths and never cross with each other ever again and pretend not to know each other.
So how can you do this to me?
How can you use drunk as an excuse?
Who are you to care who and what I'm talking to/about?
I guess i'm just not prepared for this incident today.
I should have seen this day coming didn't i?
Silly me! To think i am so naive, thinking we will really never ever see each other again...
Just... i'm sorry but i can't do this at all....
If you see this, good.. i believe you will know what to do..
If no, i believe after today you or i won't have the face to see each other ever again..
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
{ 1:40 AM }
It's been so long...
Finally, i have time to breathe and eat. Lols
I never thought Year 2 would pass so fast.
In an blink of an eye, i'm going into Year 3.
But heres the problem.
How should my future be after i get my Dip?
Should i still go overseas?
Or stay and help out in the company?
I've always felt the responsibility to do something.
But then, at this rate the situation is going,
Maybe in a few years time the company will cease to exist?
So what should i do?
What should i do?