Tuesday, December 25, 2012
{ 3:53 AM }
Some things just cannot be forgotten no matter of time.
我恨!!
我恨我当年的无知懦弱,
恨你当年的欺骗背叛!!
我恨我自己到现在还放不下当年的事,
放不下被背叛的滋味....
People just don't get it.
It was never about him a long time ago..
It was what happened tt I could never forget..
Friday, December 21, 2012
{ 1:56 AM }
Don't they know whatever they do will add up to more resentment turning it into a motivational drive for me to take it out on them?
You're looking at this right?
Well, if you do..
Here's the message:
ASK YOUR MOM TO FUCK OFF AND LEAVE MY MOM ALONE.
SHE'S FUCKING ANNOYING WITH ALL HER POLITICS AND THAT PLASTIC FACE OF HERS.
Wanna know why i said this here, instead of it in her face?
Simple..
Cause i give Him and Her face.
But honestly, lately i'm always on the edge..
Who knows what i'll do again right?
{ 1:54 AM }
For now, i guess i couldn't ask for more in life.
You know, during the whole trip in Sri Lanka, what was it that i wished for?
Only one thing yea..
That is to keep all evil and bad away from my family, and that they're/we're happy & safe.
Yea, kinda lame, i know.
But in order to achieve this, trust me..
It took me a hell lot of effort and patient!
I just want peace for my family and I, and yet again..
Some piece of shit just won't give it a rest.
And well, given my character, you know me..
AN EYE FOR AN EYE.
I honestly am very tired from the need of being on alert mode and frequent "firing" at each other.
So busy with my family, where do i find the time to manage or handle BGR?
Sighs.