Sunday, November 11, 2012
{ 2:22 AM }
Lately, i have so much thoughts and feelings bottled inside me that i don't know how to comprehend ANYTHING now.
Sighs.
What am i thinking about?
Seems like what people say is true..
(One day Karma ans your past is gonna catch up with you)
I'm worried about everything nowadays. OMG!
And i honestly hate worrying and being skeptical about everyone.
When? When can i every remove all these boundaries and be free?
Should i really go overseas? Should i just runaway and leave this mess to somebody else?
IDK. IDK why i feel obliged to be responsible for all these issues...
Sighs, Sighs, Sighs.
I need to get my life back. Question is... Does my past life still exist??
Luckily, well, at least i have a few distractions in life from time to time.
Although all didn't ended well. But i'm glad things went this way.
Honestly, I don't know how to deal with any kind of serious r/s anws.
Nowadays, my new interest is to go clubbing.
Its probably THE ONLY thing i CAN Do other than study and work.
Sighs, probably cause of the rush it gives me when i'm in a club ba..
Feels like all your troubles and emotions are completely shut off from you.
Don't you just love fooling around with your colleagues when you're all high?
PS: Insomnia is now officially my best friend!
-BRAIN DEAD-