♥ Runaway.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012 { 11:50 PM }

I didn't wanna say but in the end someone still did.
无奈想不说都不可以.

Monday, November 19, 2012 { 1:21 AM }

谢谢你如此温柔, 点着笑容的灯火, 只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬, 还没确定往哪走, 才所以不能答应你陪我, 怕你会变成我....

Labels: Thank you.

Sunday, November 18, 2012 { 4:35 AM }

It's the 4th year..
4th year!!!!!!!
Yet, my heart still ache constantly.
Why?
到底好聚要怎么好散?

Tuesday, November 13, 2012 { 12:13 AM }

就让记忆中的爱慢慢的烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的拷
折叠我剩与的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢的老
老去了谁也得不到
带着现实的拷
折叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃...

{ 12:07 AM }

总是不安
只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫？

Sunday, November 11, 2012 { 2:30 AM }

街擠滿了歡笑，
太不適合眼淚湊熱鬧。
快跑快尋找無人的轉角，
不優雅時候一個人最好。。。

愛說退就退潮，
我松開手回憶卻沒放掉。
未來不來了地球繼續繞，
躲回溫暖的夢我一個人就好。。。

為什麼越相信誰能依靠，
越換來又一次靈魂寂寥！！
有沒有永遠再不會讓心絕望的解藥？
如果說越踏出世界一腳，
越不能保留住天真微笑？
那從今以後我一個人過就很好。。。

心很平靜地跳，
只是寂寞潛伏像海嘯。
突然某一秒偷襲我眼角，
眼淚自己擦掉我一個人很好。。。

{ 2:22 AM }

Lately, i have so much thoughts and feelings bottled inside me that i don't know how to comprehend ANYTHING now.
Sighs.
What am i thinking about?
Seems like what people say is true..
(One day Karma ans your past is gonna catch up with you)
I'm worried about everything nowadays. OMG!
And i honestly hate worrying and being skeptical about everyone.
When? When can i every remove all these boundaries and be free?
Should i really go overseas? Should i just runaway and leave this mess to somebody else?
IDK. IDK why i feel obliged to be responsible for all these issues...
Sighs, Sighs, Sighs.
I need to get my life back. Question is... Does my past life still exist??

Luckily, well, at least i have a few distractions in life from time to time.
Although all didn't ended well. But i'm glad things went this way.
Honestly, I don't know how to deal with any kind of serious r/s anws.

Nowadays, my new interest is to go clubbing.
Its probably THE ONLY thing i CAN Do other than study and work.
Sighs, probably cause of the rush it gives me when i'm in a club ba..
Feels like all your troubles and emotions are completely shut off from you.
Don't you just love fooling around with your colleagues when you're all high?

PS: Insomnia is now officially my best friend!

-BRAIN DEAD-

Monday, November 5, 2012 { 12:36 AM }

还是一个人就好
什么都不要
只求一生安安静静平平安安
人不犯我我不犯人
所以你最好不要自讨苦吃
放弃吧....

{ 12:36 AM }

I may be betrayed by Milo but it's okay seriously.
People just don't get it.
I knew what I was going for in the first place.
So what if I've been used?
It's not the first time anws.
I can live with it. Np.
Anws jx and her betrayed me once too. No biggy..
That's why I always say this " nvr trust anyone not even your family "
Everybody just wanna go for each others throat nowadays.
This is the society, this is the world.
Fine, I may have a couple of sleepless night, but definitely not because of him of course..
Simply because I feel tt I'm not cut out for this current world.
Just don't belong!!

{ 12:26 AM }

Wished I'll stop being a bitch with my family
These are tough times man...